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straightjacketfeeling
what do you do when ur stuck btwn a rock and a hard place? do you try to get out or stay? what happens when you know that something has to be done before its all too late. when you see whats been going on but dont say a word and its eating you up from inside. when will people learn? to say theyre sorry. to appreciate things infront of them and not take others for granted. to stop the threats. to say i love you and mean it. to trust. will feelings and attitudes change as you walk down the path called time? will uncertainty finally be one off you shoulders? when will it all just stop?
you see, there have been major changes, it happens at some point in your life. changes can be hard as hell and sometimes all it does is take away everything you hold close.
met up with the girls last night, something we havent done in dinosaur years, and just really talking and listening to each other. and having that listening ear when you're in a rut helps. im glad that ive the two girls, even though they might not understand 'the why' to somethings.. they're always there. unjudging and accepting(well almost totally unjudging! heh). and giving their thoughts on the matter at hand when needed and intently listening when it comes down to the wire. and that's the most important thing that you could ever have.
life can be a bitch. and sometimes you'll feel like kicking life's ass. but you cant and it sucks. so what do you do?
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